First of all, I want to apologize to you. I want to tell you that I am sorry. I am sorry for being blind. Blind towards your heart. Your amazing, warm, enormous heart. I just could not put it together for some reason, although it has been so clear. So obvious. But I have been blind. Maybe I just did not want to realize. Realize that this is all happening, this is the reality. Emotions are real, and this is happening. It has been going on for a long time. Since we met it has been growing. Whatever it is between us, it is growing and you have given me a lot along the way. But I have had a blind eye towards the reality.
It all makes sense now. It has not been easy, for ether one of us, but we just had to admit it. We have been talking about being realistic. About now, about the future. But denying is not equal to being realistic, even though denying might sometimes be the easy way to go. The easy way out. I therefore also want to thank you. Thank you for being you. Thank you for putting your heart and soul into this. Thank you for being so passionate about everything that our time together has meant. The effort you put into understanding and supporting, putting yourself into situations you normally would avoid. The courage you show by pushing yourself to whole new levels just to understand and making things right, that is something else and truly admirable. Thank you.
You say that I make you a better person. Well, that is the least I can say about you. You give me so much everyday by showing enormous amounts of affection, devotion, support, love. You give me insights, courage to to do the things I want in life. You believe in me, you support my dreams and tell me to aim for the stars. For that I will always be grateful and you will always be in my heart.